read between the lines

they say read between the lines.

well, first you gotta read the line before you even a chance of between the lines.

sometime we miss the obvious.

pfftcakes-.-

hey gurl

*source*

if you keep hitting your head against a brick wall
not only will you hurt and bleed
but eventually, permanent brain damage and trauma

makes sense.
you know the outcome.

but why is it that i metaphorically replace that brick wall with a guy,
you now decide it isn't that stupid to keep chasing, banging, hurting, bleeding
yourself into a delusional state.

0_0

why.

....

um. how did this pass as clothing >.> 


>.>

Incompetence

Incompetence in the workplace drives one up the wall.

Im in the unfortunate circumstance of dealing with errors that revolve around superannuation.

This is definitely the worse, because you can't contact your employer directly as they have outsourced HR, whom in turn have independently created new accounts for you despite you filling out a preferred choice form FOUR MONTHS AGO.

Unacceptable.

Feels the need for someone to get fired.

=.="

Now I'm left with wasting time, at this rate 5 hours and counting waiting on phones and contacting third parties, travelling to different locations etc etc.

How hard is it to simply click and select the correct account! Especially when you are notified of the problem , before it has even occurred.

such incompetence. 

the worst of it all, is that complaints will do nothing to solve the issue.

hopefully i land a competent individual the next three phone calls i make.

*sigh*

first world problems

anime fragment dislikes

 

Those try-to-be-dramatic-moments when there is silence of action and only the sound of wind/ocean swooshy-ness is heard, with hair going all flicky

breaking continuity

DISLIKE

i like you

 my definition - a commonly used phrase accompany infatuation.

i dislike the phrase and the mental state that accompanies it.

i should be more sensitive, and considerate but i'm sorry I just cannot.
and those three words are just....ugh..that's just not good enough LOL

it's childish, it's vague and it doesn't really suggest sacrifice/others needs to prefer 
and often times my perception is that it is more self-centered than anything else.  "I" like you.

and with emo kids it follows - I want you,.... I need you

pleeease..

spare me the headache.

grow up.

quote unquote_
maybe im just fussy with semantics

word replacement for like that could give more of a background...

intrigued by/curious by/fascinated/perplexed/amazed/confused

work better in my books 
a drop of clarity in a whirlpool of uncertainity

gahh frustrating procrastination

exam tomorrow =.=

ventured into the city to find The Saddest Music In the World

CAN IT BE THAT HARD ZOMG

shut down from_
JB Hi Fi
Play
Dymocks
David Jones
Video Ezy
Blockbuster
Big W
Melbourne Uni library DVD Missing =.="


the film was made in 2003 dammmittt...

just one of those days...

by `alexiuss

ugh, if only i could crush my dreams, they're so annoying

dream - clarification - those annoying random non-nonsensical non-reality scripted episodes whilst you are sleeping >.>

quote unquote

aww how sweet. ...NOT!

that is just creepy.

1. dreaming during sleep is essentially meaningless and ineffective for governing everyday reality
(athough many -a-times it reflects our recent relatity, its like our brain is lagging and sleep is when it catches up with processing silly non-essential things, like oh that funny looking girl at the icecream store, or the dead cat that was on the side of the road, or it was raining etc etc )

2. you can dream all you like, but it won't change anything, if you don't act on whatever you desire e.g. if you want to pass VCE. dreaming won't do squat without study.

3. if you cannot communicate with someone face-to-face, or over the phone, how in the world do you think you will telepathically gain their favour through dreaming. We sadly ain't all Charles Xaviers

4. the idea of a "we" in this quote, is SO incredibly selfish. the context for 'we' is based on the individual "I" dreaming it up, and fooling myself that it is to be.

5. wow love can be so one directional its silly.

neh. enough said.

FRIKIN MELBOURNE UNI!!!

DAMMIT

why do you have to keep changing your university handbook and entrance policies.
it makes tracking study life in the long run sooo ridiculously hard..

actually..
change that

ITS IMPOSSIBLE

after two years of continuous exchanges between multiple faculties I pulled through with an undergraduate degree with my preferred majors.

with a hopes for business school post grad..

ohla.. having planned that two years ago..

NOW YOU CHANGE YOUR POLICIES AND ENTRANCE REQUIREMENTS
STUPID GRAD SCHOOL...

Y_Y

graduation. mann... sif i cant choose between arts blue or science green. >.>
"what if i rage quit graduation?"
"you won't be under status complete. there will be negative effects" - lady on phone

=_______________=

im so over this. if on the day BA/Bsci ends up on same paper i am so goina scream.
gah...this unhealthy hatred is so illogical and needs to be stomped out. but i can't. they are so baaaaaddddd

monash uni please take me in.

why did i ever choose melbourne.
oh w a i t . right.. berkeley <3

one good thing came from it =P

OUTRAGE!

cheers to james for the link

http://www.vplates.com.au/Coming-soon/

i refuse to post the pictures of the number plates you can get for your car.
SIF ALLOW BATMAN, FLASH, WONDER WOMAN and DC characters and not marvel!

Would be sick to get a wolverine number plate =P

oh which reminds me

Dear Wolverine,

If you have the time, may you slash up my HECS debt

Please and thank you.

for those who don't get easily offended.

still one of the most complex tv show i have ever EVER seen. on more than a zillion levels, themes, animation (which itself is not treated well in academia and can sprout a zillion papers), satire, quality tv, representation of gender, institution, culture, sexuality, the serial, the melodrama, the sitcom, difference and stereotype, national identity,race, self reflexivity and gah so many more.. this show just dips its face in every single possible facet of life being an image on screen, its ridiculously offensively successful and ground breaking...

just some things that pop up_
http://tvtropes.org/pmwiki/pmwiki.php/Main/DrawnTogether

im sorry this still trumps anime in my eyes >: ] but anime does cut close..well some challenging ones anyway lol.


.sigh. the hope of writing this was that maybe..out of sudden insight i could formulate an essay topic for 60% worth of asessesment which somehow included Drawn Together & TV studies.

....still no luck..

..dammit.

there needs to be more scholars who write on animation!!! gahhhh.....

time to opt for the boring question of
"how as the family been represented in the tv sitcom" =.=""


unless someone can help me fathom an academic question surrounding animation with decent references =P
lewl i might as well say: someone do my homework for me hahahhaa

on the side_
waking up tues morning smacking head into the wall has been
an interesting experience

i actually paid attention in class 0_0
lol.
but that was probably due to the free yoghurt @ MC = breakfast

and ZOMG. JohnnyDepp visited UC Berkeley for screening today
i should have stayed for another sem -.-

WHAT IS THIS?!!?!

i want to actually buy music and support the artist...but the website aint letting me

so i pop along to yes asia to buy stuff..

and the check out page is dead

ZAAARGGGHH

im forbidden from internetshopping Y_Y

warning: slightly ragey post

click*

that button on the mac to check the weather forecast. deh!! so sunny and nice.
oh wait. its still set on Berkeley weather.

i think a little piece of me was left there.

ZOMG SO SAD i have to return to lame ass uni here, for semester 2, of which 3 our of 4, if not all of my subjects i'm 100% not interested in. but i have to take to meet credit requirements fit the degree structure...

There should be a over riding rule in Melbourne, that if you are in your final semester and have completed FOUR majors you may be exempt from being stuck paying for taking first year subjects ..

i am SO annoyed.

yay to taking soil samples this semester and group work with 50% of the class that flunked the subject in semester one Y_Y

must make the most of it.

maybe im with people that are interested in the subject and that rubs off onto me. hmm. i better be able to identify soil by the end of this semester lol. a skill to chuck on the CV *cough*

at least my monday is looking really free, so i get to pop along to $6 movie days at NOVA.
should get back in touch with SYN FM for my film reviews .

say WHO WANTS TO HAVE A RADIO SHOW WITH ME?!!!?
would be ace face =P

and it doesn't matter if you are from the other side of the world. cause i can call anywhere in the studio bwhahahaha and record . i love radio.


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update on rage

Welcome and thank you for enrolling in CULS30001 The Digital Mediascape. Please note that there is no physical reader available for this subject in the bookstore; all readings will be online. You might also like to follow the subject twitter account (www.twitter.com/digmedia11) which will be updating throughout the semester with links to relevant material, as well as continuing discussion of the subject themes beyond the classroom

ARE YOU KIDDING ME!!!!!
i have to conform to social networking sites that encourage mindless tweets.
online reader. My EYES ARE GOING TO FRY. .or im going to kill a lot of trees Y____Y

im goina to have to try my ass off for a H1 in this subject now. *sigh*

it took me ages to be convinced on gmail .. never goina like facebook. and twitter. zomg. what is this digital age coming to. does no one write essays by hand anymore? Y_Y

*stabs eyes*

i read the posts Y_Y

film screening. dammit the lectures are not recorded. DAMMMITTTTTT
social network
district 9
Serenity
Inception
RoboCop
2047
Pirates of the Caribbean: Dead Man's Chest
Catfish

hmmm..ive seen everything but 3 of them >.> maybe i should switch out of this subject

nightcrawler teleport me to COMIC CON NOW PLEASE!!!!!

ZOMG I CANT BELIEVE I MISSED THIS

*stabs eyes*

*sob sob sob*

paper due 12.30pm thursday
its tuesday 11.37pm

currently 0 words out of how ever many is suppose to fit on funny-sized-us paper

and the topic is..

well im suppose to invent my own topic Y_Y

as per two posts ago...

sick on the inside. gahh. this irritating frustration of i don't know what it is or how to describe it. mental and spiritual factors deciding to pour out its failings in a physical form.

compounded that i'm sick of this corrupt world, world mainly being the people in it. of which i'm included..

but there's hope always =] always.

of which so many things i cannot fathom and will not fathom. not my place.

the day starts out incredibly awkward as my inappropriateness gets me in a mess yet again..
sitting down to get daily feeds to discover a friend that is to be a father and i have no idea how to support them..
realising it's not birthday parties we shall look forward to as a means of a mass high school friend get-together, but rather weddings!
receiving a call from a 40+ year old male friend who I haven't seen since he last got cancer, whom sounds incredibly broken, lost and very ill, of which i still dunno what to do.
how can i attempt to care for others when my mind is unravelling.


my insides are goina to go all phoenix Jean Grey crazy explosion if i don't get a hold of things soon.

speaking of xmen ..the past 3 days have been a re-watch of Wolverine and the Xmen and my goodness. .it's still extremely impressive. Can't wait til the last episode lol..


on that note of comics.. this is an interesting discussion between two lawyers and if superheros were taken to caught. factoring things like murder ...and what ifs.. like what if they guy was brought back to life.. etc etc
http://www.theage.com.au/entertainment/long-arm-of-the-law-reaches-out-to-superpowers-20110105-19g4a.html

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whatever 2011 holds


bring it >:[

ZAAAARGGGHH!!!

this is the 2nd time in my life that i'm sunburnt..

1st was understandable. i got burnt on a small square patch on my foot i forgot to put sunscreen on when i went to Queensland in year 10.

but this time is HORRID. i went swimming outside..and forgot my entire BACK Y______Y
i'm 5 shades darker also.. tans *sob*

noooooooooo

i dont have a window seat from New Zealand to San Francisco Y_Y

gaH!

didnt have enough time to think of something clever for the melb diary cover win $500 entry thingo.

poop.

always next year XD