as per two posts ago...

sick on the inside. gahh. this irritating frustration of i don't know what it is or how to describe it. mental and spiritual factors deciding to pour out its failings in a physical form.

compounded that i'm sick of this corrupt world, world mainly being the people in it. of which i'm included..

but there's hope always =] always.

of which so many things i cannot fathom and will not fathom. not my place.

the day starts out incredibly awkward as my inappropriateness gets me in a mess yet again..
sitting down to get daily feeds to discover a friend that is to be a father and i have no idea how to support them..
realising it's not birthday parties we shall look forward to as a means of a mass high school friend get-together, but rather weddings!
receiving a call from a 40+ year old male friend who I haven't seen since he last got cancer, whom sounds incredibly broken, lost and very ill, of which i still dunno what to do.
how can i attempt to care for others when my mind is unravelling.


my insides are goina to go all phoenix Jean Grey crazy explosion if i don't get a hold of things soon.

speaking of xmen ..the past 3 days have been a re-watch of Wolverine and the Xmen and my goodness. .it's still extremely impressive. Can't wait til the last episode lol..


on that note of comics.. this is an interesting discussion between two lawyers and if superheros were taken to caught. factoring things like murder ...and what ifs.. like what if they guy was brought back to life.. etc etc
http://www.theage.com.au/entertainment/long-arm-of-the-law-reaches-out-to-superpowers-20110105-19g4a.html

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whatever 2011 holds


bring it >:[