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ahh...just one of those days.

must be the weather

or the fact we are nearing the end of classes

time goes so slowly.

zzzzz

true

oh the silly things we do....

i just did not do that ......... -.-"

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anything but thesis she says.....

oh deary me. 

headdesk

ugh. i can't believe it took me all this time to realise
the greater your heart, the greater your capacity to love,
but also the greater you will feel pain.

surely i read this before and acknowledged this,
but it didn't click.  why? possibly because it wasn't  a lived experience.

word vomit_
The larger your heart is, the more you love
but with it the greater the pain. You pray that 
you have the mind to endure this and the humbleness to let go. 

from the inside out, if you think you are in pain,
think of the love God showed to the world and the rip in the relationship
when the world did away with Him.
excruciating pain.
that left
one solution
the cross.

im not reduced to tears,
ive been brought to my knees.

just one of those days....

so apt, Sarah Andersen has the best doodles :)

ahhh..holidays.....

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just one of those days....

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so over you 

just one of those days...

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breakfast in bed 

so hard to get out of bed when no class :P

lol so me.

just one of those days....

ahh yep.. .most definitely

the internet search engines got the better of me
- esty: rings, glow in the dark knickers, wearable sleeping bags, space tents, leather satchels
- gaiaonline: no comment

ponderances
- maternity leave
- friendship
- comic books
- travels

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this is awesome! 

nehhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

arrggh.. four day weekend.. andd....i just want to  ....

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oh study is so difficult

only in my head

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just one of those days....

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hmm.. havent posted a decent thought post for a while .

so life is somewhere between the above and below visual representations

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the decisions to make for direction, purpose, friendships are all rather bubbly and suffocating,
only because they are heavy loaded with thoughts, experience, and consequences

on the other hand, there is ample amounts of energy buzzing within me that just wants
and somewhat is running with flow, making the most of every opportunity.

my weakness : risk-taker

i am willing to put aside a stable career and return to studies in the most unstable of climates to ...
take a risk
to answer the questions a) do i want to pursue career dev or health.
a fork in the road
only temporary
and at that
not important
from an eternal perspective

Of late I have come to ponder the questions of "what works"

that can be thrown at students, studies, partners, marriage, church, culture, tradition, law

"what works?"  go with that they say.

hmmmmm.. every person is different and what works will require a rather objective vision, value , truth to bring it all back to reality.

often i do wish to discuss open ended questions such as these.
and one word comes to mind

daniel.

for that i am annoyed at myself.