long distance

 niup. not meant to be. 

mail never reached and resident moved on ..literally.

XD 

A new era

Burning love letter and reflections never sent

Fragments 002

It has dawned on me that these three words are the most precious one can hear

I am willing.

The depth of sacrificial love, forbearance, gentleness and warmth is immeasurable.

I am willing.

Please don't let me go.
Embracing the future
One step at a time

^^

i don't know why my heart races;
my brain seems to have disappeared
each time i hear your voice

what is this?

ahem.
stupidity.

get back to work

>:[

*source*

simply lost for words

backfires

like that of milka rejecting hora in romulus my father, 

reversed. 

identity mistaken

lost opportunity over a misperception

and there is nothing you can do about it. 

When I say love. It is a verb, an active choice to be demonstrated, in patience, kindness, respect, valuing the other in generosity of time and resources to benefit others which may be of detriment to one self. It's selfless and relentless seeking of what's best for the others, and if separation is best, it accepts and follows though. Love is universal yet ideal, since we are only human and a broken race. But in the end, let love triumph , for it does stand the test of time. t's with a heavy heart I breathe, I love you.

think say do

what makes you think that break ups are the end?

having asked some of my closest mates, their supposed "ex" is still their great friend.
my thoughts would be, why shouldn't they be? unless something horrid went down.

the fact is you have spent
- a decent about of investing in the other's life and getting to know them
- racked up an wealth of shared experience both good and bad
- considered seriously marriage (i would hope)
- understand the other person's perspective
- probably met all their close friends and family
- seen the ugly side which you vulnerable reveal to no one else

if the above does not constitute friendship, i wouldn't know what else does.

the afterwards,
lines drawn, boundaries set, moves on
but friendship remains.

if future spouse sees you as a genuine caring individual that doesn't do anything stupid being above reproach and extra cautious to not raise suspicion otherwise, i don't see how it can't happen.

then again of course humans in particular the female side of them, tend to exaggerate and from experience be insecure. if it means her request of not having contact with the previous partner, i respect that. but friendship will always be there. i don't believe it can vanish. i would hope adult life doesn't taint my values on genuine care for another and wanting the best for them on this note.

/shelved for another day.

headdesk

ugh. i can't believe it took me all this time to realise
the greater your heart, the greater your capacity to love,
but also the greater you will feel pain.

surely i read this before and acknowledged this,
but it didn't click.  why? possibly because it wasn't  a lived experience.

word vomit_
The larger your heart is, the more you love
but with it the greater the pain. You pray that 
you have the mind to endure this and the humbleness to let go. 

from the inside out, if you think you are in pain,
think of the love God showed to the world and the rip in the relationship
when the world did away with Him.
excruciating pain.
that left
one solution
the cross.

im not reduced to tears,
ive been brought to my knees.

*head desk*

*source*

brilliantly captured..

 

a four letter word.

F.E.A.R

=P 

hmmm

not too shabby for worldly advice =P

"...advice from a divorced man after 16 years of marriage.."

oh my...

desire sky rockets

yet reality becomes ever more crystal clear

what a fantastical paradigm




*source*

capturing the just not quite real, intangible
there is something so eerie about this picture

perception

how curious >.>

ripping up the archives...

photo source *link*

year 8 lunch times
so grace asks and i answer.

physical closeness = inconvenient, annoying, invasion of personal space
teddy bear giving = stupid, waste of space, dust collector, inconvenient to walk home
boys = friend zone


lewl i havent changed much since year 8 it seems...

like the expression on the girls face =P
part gah why am i here, part thank you? lol

quote unquote

ARRRRGGHHH, finally after exams all done i can start my quote unquote series.
people post pretty things, words, quotes, fragments of life with the intention of insight to be spread.
but with every quote come criticism and another angle to view the same issue at hand.

something along the lines of _





that context... or this response.. to it..
the response made me laugh.

...clearly energy has gone into both. lol. rage rage hahahah.

looking forward to wit >:]