Strange

 No words but somehow a nano second glance of a stranger reminds you of an old friend in their entire essence. 

You dig deeper and after exchanging lengthy dialogue,  they indeed discover they have the same life philosophies as each other. But all this from a glance? So accurate a snap judgemental or pure coincidence? 

The trigger.  They both had the same teeth and aura.

Odd.  

No words. 

the Rashomon of Relationships

*photo source*

stab to the heart = waking up from delusion

june

hectic

5 visits to the airport
lost a job
hair modelling
moved house

... repeat

XD

yes yes very much so jajaja

DISC

lewl

:P those links you click

"You have a strong inner motivation to influence people and circumstances. You thrive on competitive situations and challenging assignments. The stresses and pressures of everyday work and life are unlikely to reduce your effectiveness and enthusiasm."

true true haha


results - link

upbringing and norms

http://www.bbc.com/news/av/magazine-40936719/gender-specific-toys-do-you-stereotype-children

well that's a rather interesting experiment
don't know how to link the video but click the link.

Swapping gendered attire on two kiddies, and watching volunteer adults bring toys to them to play
For the male dressed up as a girl, adults brought the more feminine toys,
girls dressed as a male, male toys.
and with both behavioural interaction differences displayed by the adults

ain't that peculiar

says something.

that determination ._.

Post work adventures

lalalala....


fun times Mc Clelland Scupture Park =]

Who are you attracting?

You may have heard of the saying, “You can choose your friends, but you can’t choose your family”.

So lets digest this for a moment, particularly the first part today.

So we could ask ourselves, who ends up being our friend?
Why do you friends still remain your friends today?

Is it for your popularity? Money? Assets? Fashion sense? Generosity? Honesty? Humour? Good looks? Similar tastes?

Now lets flip the question. Who are you attracted to?
People who are popular? Wealthy? Own multiple houses? Are super fashion fabulous? Generous? Honest? Funny? Stunning? etc.

[lewl unfinished post from 2014..im sure i had a profound point but then got sidetracked haahhaha] 

4 hours

half day at work

full day adventure !

 - wondering the local neighbourhood
- collecting take out and restaurant menus
- signed up to public library
- passed three parks
- such interest architecture
- finished a comic book
- listening to sermons online

doot doot doot

public holiday tomorrow. yay!
agenda_ sleep in + yumcha ^-^

He woke up that Thursday morning. 

Eyes glanced the time. Missed his gym session again. 

I will never be good enough.

The thought plagued his mind and troubled his soul. All he wanted was the best for her. 

He pulls back his hair and breathes a heavy sign. Another day without you.

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Lmao

Didnt think that was possible
An item of clothing more expensive than a return flight melb - USA :p

frank frank frank frank...

frank frank frank frank frank.....

frank!

FRANK.

lol. that's me ^^"

in reference to the english definition and not my french horn.
though i should really play again ><"
must muster up that energy and pain once more to get over square 1. 

Waaah, when the most exciting news occurs and you just want to share it to everyone close to you, only to realise your  spouse will never understand, is... totally isolating.

Your heart pounds as you see another welcomed into God's family as they accept  Jesus Christ as their personal saviour. The most precious life changing experience and yet your partner whom you are intimately connected to, doesn't even think God exists or that you got it totally whack-crazy-wrong, leaves a certain sadness in the air.

Such a joy cannot be shared. But she still went ahead.

Til death do us part she said
I do.

in the land of the alternate

as she ponders into the third yet other pivotal spore point of possibility of alternative.

should he chose to remain,
august
1 wedding
1 trip
exploring opportunities abroad
christmas climbing a mountain range
new years a fresh
july
a convention

acceptance

*pic source*

*drats forgot the source link*

but in the end.
all round selfish foolishness of the non existent

>.>

naaawwwwww....

*link*

so cute! (the cat that is :P )

ahhh poop. wrote some practical profound notes on love and for whatever reason it didn't save. 

into the realm of lost prose it goes.

so here is a draft from oct 2014 instead. 

sucks.

i should hand write more.

*source*

i wonder why the area around the proximity of the heart actually feels physical pain
despite the brain completely understanding it's emotional pain.

someone probably studied this but cant be bothered reading the literature :P

dang you heart aches >: [

i actually laughed out loud >.>

beyond caring.

violent love

*pic source*

stuffffffffuuuuuuuuuuuu
stuff youuuuuuu......

with peanut butter and jelly sandwiches.

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