just one of those days....

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hmm.. havent posted a decent thought post for a while .

so life is somewhere between the above and below visual representations

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the decisions to make for direction, purpose, friendships are all rather bubbly and suffocating,
only because they are heavy loaded with thoughts, experience, and consequences

on the other hand, there is ample amounts of energy buzzing within me that just wants
and somewhat is running with flow, making the most of every opportunity.

my weakness : risk-taker

i am willing to put aside a stable career and return to studies in the most unstable of climates to ...
take a risk
to answer the questions a) do i want to pursue career dev or health.
a fork in the road
only temporary
and at that
not important
from an eternal perspective

Of late I have come to ponder the questions of "what works"

that can be thrown at students, studies, partners, marriage, church, culture, tradition, law

"what works?"  go with that they say.

hmmmmm.. every person is different and what works will require a rather objective vision, value , truth to bring it all back to reality.

often i do wish to discuss open ended questions such as these.
and one word comes to mind

daniel.

for that i am annoyed at myself.