ponderings

i. you define yourself
ii. you are friendly, always available, have vowed to be loyal and put in 110% for friends, open, considerate
iii. your parents are never available,  do not see friends, bicker, inconsiderate, hasty
iv. or are you working with a closed set of attributes, working into everything your folks are not?
v.  it consumes you and you don't know who you are. 

on the side_

today was the first time i screamed like a girl

took 25 years but it happened

why you ask?

lying in bed for a good decent 10mins thinking of a blog post, then flip open my blankets a bit for comfort and ONE FAAT ASS SPIDER crawling at super high speeds towards my face.

ew.

my genius reaction?

cover it with the blankets, and stand up

out of site out of mind.

=.="

i gotta rethink this one for next time