a neverending journey of self discovery

concept: closeness

fact: ive never been "close" to anyone
reasoning: because i dont feel attached to any one particular thing more so than another (except xmen.. which kinda doesnt count in this context right?? lewll) Everyone ive encountered has been the same. I treat them no differently than another. .Mentally anyways - which is the realm of where i define closeness.Coz physically closeness is too obvious and mighten render such dramatic effects.
By treating everyone on the same foundations / same way despite the person being a boss, lecturer, friend, family or stragner....i admit has gotten me into a lot of troublesome dilemas.


learnt: 27/4/09
to be ... i dunno the correct word to use but it's somewhere between...instructed/rebuked/reprimanded .. out of genuine concern by your friend steping out of their confort zone in an effort to highlight areas in which are you disrepectful / inconsiderate to others... is to me..an aspect of being close.

thank you

im learning

im trying