«¯§ Þ Ô.ö k¬»: where have i been....

Saturday, September 06, 2008

where have i been....

zomg.. i shall finally update.. lalala..

physically_
tired..well..my eyes are anyways. bleh.. in some ways that's a good thing..coz that forces to be go to sleep and stop doing what im doing and rest.. yep rest is good!! hahahha..
but yer.. if my eyes weren't screwy.. then.. i would probably take advantage of it..and go out 24/7... =.=" been coming home around 10pm most days lol..

but yer.. i'm quite lucky to be allowed to go out as late as i want =] all the folks ask for is a name. a NAME! hehe.and a place and telephone number.. but other than that.. wo0T. guess that's them on a good day. =.= i still dunno how their minds work. its so inconsistent. bleh. ''

everyone has been gyming. i still refuse to go/join/acknowledge it is actually "good".
To pay to be tortured/exercise.. umm..if you want to get fit.. couldnt ya go bike riding...jogging...walking.. or play sports with friends?? i rather that then being stuck on a treadmill that goes no where..with a big screen in front of you displaying huey's cooking show and humity of sweating people everywhere makes you wanna spew. I guess it comes down to ..i would rather use gym money on a charity..

still not as tall as i wish to be. but i know that there is no need to be any taller. but to be able to touch the top of the train carriage would be handy -.- all those peak hour rides of train surfing.. hmm..guess its improves my posture/balance. =]

also in need of a hair cut.. fringe jabbing into my eyes..and its also getting warmer ^^ woot. practical..wonder if i can ever pull off long hair.. nah lol

places visited: friend's houses, work, crown, grantville.bandccamp. ZOMG i touched a goat! seen it in real life hahhaa...eureka, rmit, more resturants, stores ..looking for black shoes.. ZOMG WHY ARE THE FEMALE SHOES SO HIGH HEELED! cant find school like shoes...neh. guess i should head to kmart.

mentally_
ah..drained.. well.. IF ONLY I STUDY and therefore dont cram. if only. But yer.. i seriously wanted to go all nerd this semester and made an active effort. too bad it mostly comprised of "thinking about study" / "planning" ..zomg. just open the text book already.. *cough* hmm..should get my hands on one XD

on the other hand.. i'm forgetting names and faces..and its becoming a blurr..everyday ya met someone new a.k.a befriend a stranger..and im finding it ridiculously hard to keep up. XD neh. also i cannot seperate/distinguish the difference between acquaintance and friend...and this has been bugging a few pplz around me. I guess alan puts it as a "hi-bye" friend and a "friend". .. that i understand because that's what happens ..literally.. "hi..bye".. walk away to next class.

also i still do not understand why i've been embracing/hugging whatever ya like to call it clay -_-. its so stupid.. there is no affection, there is no idea of cherishing moments, no thought behind it, no intention, no gain. neutral...almost fake. just the act of lifting my arms and swinging 0_0
i d o n 't g e t i t. hence both labelling the action "weird" .. but i'm probably goina keep doing it until i can nut out why. zomg ..something i cannot explain. ARGH...cognitive pyschology is really getting to me. maybe grace i finally understand why you cannot explain stuff in yr 8 and result to the statement "it just is".. but this context is different ..i think.. am still thinking....

spiritually_
need to put GOD first. XD and want to ..
but so caught up with doing/experiencing everything..and overloading my week.. and i rarely make the time to read and act upon it. gah. it's a lifestyle and my priorities are not set straight. Maybe it's not about time management skills but more so im missing the point...
the amounts of second chances we get is insane..but everytime we screw it up.. You see the potential for us to fix it/learn from it. thank you thank you thank you.

on the side_

youtube saved my presentation
^^

1 Comments:

Anonymous Anonymous said...

Shadow boxing is the most amazing thing EVER.

6:19 PM  

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